It's like I'm stuck here. Standing still. I'm scared of everything. No, I can't breathe! It was an accident. I didn't mean to. It feels as if I'm going to die. Did you forgive yourself? I'm never the one. What tears do you hold back? What pain, what fears are kept inside? You exist and you're weird. How do I handle this? I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THIS. I can't take your pain. You're in this storm and you're down on your knees and you're cold and you're weak and you feel like this is the end. Are you not still here? I'm what's wrong. It's nothing I can do about it. If I'm not hurting myself, I am hurting everyone around me. It's nothing I can do about it. If you want to kill somebody so bad?Then shoot me. Come one! Do you keep going when the worst thing is happend? What do you have to change inside to survive? What about me? What about me when you go to the light?? I am not angry! I'm in pain and you brought me here. A person who supposed to love me more than anything. I can't sleep, okay? My mind won't shut up. I am done with the school and the bells. I'm done taking the blame and I'm done caring. I'm scared of fucking anything!! I'm scared to move, I'm scared to breathe, I'm scared of touch you. FIGHT ME BACK

12.11.16 21:23


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